It is my confession in my very last hour

On my death bed with my body withering like winter grass

That it is only you that I love

My long lost love in a land yonder

My thoughts veer toward you

With your beauty so vibrant and true

In my darkest hour flashes of our youth besiege my lightless eyes

I curse this dreadful body

For a long journey to you

I know it would surely falter

Please that in the madhouse that has become my mind

My madness is for you and no one thereafter

You whom, not even my current lover can measure

Surely know I will continue always and forever to worship at your altar

Long after my body has gone and my soul passes onward

Know that I will die with regret

That I wouldn’t accept your invitation to departure across the great sea

Now I die when I think what our life would be

As I’m about to travel through the gates

To an eternity of divine salvation or fiery regret

I long to gaze upon your beautiful eyes one more time before I take the long sleep

Please know that my love is endless

For you and only you

My one true love

In a land yonder